I had a dream that I was told I had a half-hour left to live. I was alone. It was the afternoon of a regular work day and I wanted to call her. She was probably in a meeting but I dialed her number in hopes she would see me calling and pick up. I did this several times and she didn't pick up. So, I dialed one last time and got her answering service and I left her a message and told her how much I loved her and missed her and all the things I loved doing together and everything I ever wanted to do with her in the future until everything went black.